I'm still .......

I'm still seeking 
FORGIVENESS 

" O Allah! You are my Lord, there is none worthy of worship in truth except You, You created me and I am Your slave and I am abiding to Your covenant and promise as best as I can, I seek refuge in You from the evil that I have committed, I profess to you my sins and I acknowledge Your favour upon me, so forgive me verily no one forgives sins except you "

And just can't satisfy my heart that I'm forgiven?
My heart cries and cries......